THE FUN

FUN is being with the person that you love and care about... however, sometimes having fun can lead you in trouble.. but its worth of try..lol.. thats all for now..

KAPLAN

YES!!! I'm so starting at KAPLAN... and im pretty Sure i can Finish MY skewl and mah career will be begin.. i thank mah bf for helping me to pursue mah dreams like really.. people are nice in the school... teachers are willing to help students.. i mean its great..im starting the first book.. and its exciting.. i mean i'm always w8ing to start a new day coz i really like KAPLAN.. i still miss highschool and i know i'm stupid enough to dropped out of it but its cool now.. coz hmm i'm okay... now i like the saying " there's no problem that cannot be solve" i mean i think thats right coz god gave me an opportunity to go school at kaplan.. i know i'll work hard to finish mah career.. coz i dont want to fail again.. i have a fren too at kaplan.. her name is JONALeen.. hehehhe she pick me up and drops me home. which is kool.. sometimes we work together at our homework.. we are the same no job... at all.. i mean damn the economy today is going down.. i really hope obama can do something about it.. coz his the president.. he should make a plan or something you know.... but now at least i'm doing mah career to have a good career... mah teacher told us that job is different from career and now i know why... coz job is like you know nopt a life time and career is.. hayy.. dami ko ng na222han.. and i'm proud of mah self kht alam ko ung ibang tao di proud sa aken.. i'll finish mah school at kaplan kht anong mangyari unless its about money i cant do anything about that... hayyy

ever heard of I'm AlreadY EIGHTeEn!!!!!!

omg i had enough of her! i mean come on! i'm 18 and i still have to sneak out just to have fun. i want to get out of that stupid ugly house.. she always complain complain complain!!!!! her mouth doesn't stop from talking all day long. she complains and yell all night long. hayy!!! i just hate her from my bones. nakakainins di na nga niya ako pinalaki ganyan pa cya! come on!!!!! she must be kidding me!!! i mean look i just stayed in her house for 3 years at least one time she can show that she cares. and also this is my life i know i didn't finish highschool but now i'm starting school again. have i ever "good job" from her NO! i'm not asking her to adore me but at least be proud! i'm tired!! tired of her and her children. THey dont even do anything! As IN ANYTHING!!!! even WASH THIER OWN PLATE! i had to do it!!!!! GOOD GOSH! minsan lang ako tumangi she's already all over me!!!! GIVE ME A BREAK! pag cya naman ung humihingi ng favor did i ever argue with her? no!!! i never did you know y? KC NIRERESPESTO KO CYA... MAYBE THIS QuOTE IS Right "sOMe People Doesn't notice THAT they have someone there till they LOSE it" naiiinins na nga ako i feel like i dont want to go home. but i will cause it's for my granfather. pero pag na puno ako talagang lalayasan ko cla. nakakainins grrr.. di i'm not asking for too much but at least give me some space. gusto niya lagi ako sa bhay. i have a life you know!!!!!!! sabi din niya na bahala na ako sa buhay ko... sana 22o sana di niya na ako pakialaman,,, sana i can move out. i know it will be hard but that's life wala namang easy eh...i just so hate her that i'm ready to explaode sobra!!!!!! kaya i'm doing this umaalis ng walang paalam... i'm happy naman kaya okay lang.. i dont need her.. she has never been a mom nor a friend. she treat me like i'm a nanny always doing stuff at home by myself instead of her. or my step brother. my BOyfrend always takes me out kc alam niya ung situation. he's also confuse... does she care for me as her dauughhteer orr just Someone she can duh!!!! utos utos!!!

me,me,me

Tommorow ish mah first day taking mah GED. which i really hate. i hate it when my mom, single parent, has to depend on me all the time. i mean sometimes i think she doesn't have the right to do that because she was not there when i needed her. i grew up with mah grandma. she taught me proper manners and you can also tell. i actually look like her but different attidude. i'm the nice person in the family. sometyms i feel so unwelcome. i feel like i didnt fit in. one thing i hate the about the family is i have to do everything and i am still wrong to them. before i dont have to worry about that because i have my grandma. but now that i dont have her i have to take it. till im ready to face the reality world.